Weakness

The Cough Rendered Powerless

/ The Pastor / Leave a comment

“But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” (2 Corinthians 12:9-10)

I have been dealing with some nasty crud that has been going around here for a while. For me, it has settled in my chest thus causing me to nearly hack up a lung every other moment. Of course, as Sunday appraoched I was getting a little concerned. How am I going to make it through a sermon without coughing? People will eventually get tired of it or be so utterly distracted that they will not get anything out of it. So, I took every drug and remedy I could in an effort to suppress this cough for a while. But when I practiced the sermon on Sunday morning, I was coughing nearly every few phrases. This was going to be awful. Now what? So…

…I prayed…

…and this verse came to my heart…

…For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Wow! Indeed, I was weak. I was powerless to stop this cough. There were no more tricks I could use. I was at the end of my rope. But that is exactly where God wanted me, a place of complete trust and surrender. And that was all I had left. And so, I reflected some more on that verse and continued my morning preparations.

Worship started and I coughed a few times, but part of me still wondered how the sermon was going to go. Eventually, I entered the pulpit, muted my microphone, coughed, and sipped some water. I thought about the aforementioned verse and turned to the congregation to began. Throughout the entire sermon, about 22 minutes or so in length, I coughed…only once (according to my wife). And I needed her report because I honestly never paid attention. God’s power took over and protected my throat. God’s strength became my strength. God’s faithfulness became my peace, and there was nothing that I did. God did it all.

Silly me for thinking I could win this battle, or at least put up a good fight, especially when so much was on the line. And therefore, I write this post, boasting in my weakness so the power of Christ may can be made known and thus God be glorified.

That is my story – actually, HIS story.

To GOD be ALL glory, now and forever.

Amen!

Prayer in Weakness

/ The Pastor

Whatever weakness or vulnerability you are facing, may You know the grace and love of God through Christ Jesus our Lord and Savior. He will never leave you nor will He desert you, leaving you to deal with your affliction alone. He is faithful and will be your strength. Praise Him in the storm. Praise Him always and forever. Praise Him. Let us pray…

Oh God,
I feel weak and vulnerable, frail and helpless. My strength has been melted away. But, You never promised the easy way in this life, but Jesus did promise to be with us to the very end of the age.
Oh my God,
sustain me in that promise.
For that promise, in the midst of affliction and weakness, is what gives me strength and hope. It cheers my heart when I am down and lifts me up when it feels I am at rock bottom.

May I not forget Your faithfulness.

Though my body feels frail, you are my strength.
Though I feel vulnerable, You are my Helper.
Though I feel useless, Your Spirit still works through me.
Though I feel pain, You are my Comforter.
Though I feel hopeless at times, You never desert me.
Though I feel overwhelmed, You are in complete control.

Oh God, my Father, Sustainer, Good Shepherd, Sovereign God, Lord and my Rock,
I praise You in the storm.
Though the waves are crashing into my boat,
You hold me tight
and will not let me be swept away.
Though the winds are blowing hard against me,
You hold me firm
and have placed me upon the Rock.
And so I beseech You,
Oh my God,
bind Satan that he may not drive me to despair.
Cast him away that my strength is not in fighting him,
but rather,
spent glorifying You,
knowing that my strength is from You.
And so,
as I sit here,
may You be glorified despite and though my weakness,
for You are worthy,
and my Good God almighty.
It is in Jesus name I pray,
Amen.

Weakness: A prayer

/ The Pastor

Loving and gracious God,

May I always feel unprepared to preach, lead worship and engage in ministry.
May I always feel inadequate for the task at hand.
May I always feel weak…

…for when I am weak, unprepared, inadequate, it is then that I am strong, for in those moments your Spirit takes over and does something amazing.

May I know your Spirit’s presence this morning, and always, that you may be lifted up and glorified and not me.  For when I feel strong, prepared and adequate for the task ahead it is then that I seek the glory.  May that never be.

So I lay everything at your feet this morning and ask that you use me.

May your Word break through hearts of stone.
May your Word strengthen weak faith.
May your Word give life to dry bones.

This I lift up to you through your glorious Son, Jesus Christ, my Lord.

Amen!

The pastor  -|—