I sometimes wonder if I let my enthusiasm be something that sets me up for disappointment. I wonder if I set my goals too high. I wonder if I am being overly optimistic about how people will (or should) respond to something.
About a month ago I started teaching a class on evangelism. I had advertised the class well. I mentioned how important it is to be a church that shares the Good News with one another. After all, that is what the church is about. I told people they would leave this class with tools to help them share their faith. I then used this line: "If you care about the future of the Church, then this class is for you." If felt I hyped up this class enough that I could realistically expect a couple dozen people. I had six people the first day with only four of them continuing on. Needless to say I was disappointed. I know I am serving two small SW MN congregations, but I somehow expected more people to care about evangelism and the Church.
I know it is not about quantity but rather about quality, but why can’t people have the same enthusiasm as I do about sharing our faith? Why do people place sports and work and play time and etc. above God? I ask this question a lot and I never seem to give myself a good answer. Some days I feel like banging my head against the wall and wonder why I keep doing this. Why bother…no one cares.
Then I think about those four people who have been faithfully coming to a class about evangelism. Maybe they will be a catalyst in the Church. Maybe others will see their efforts and want to learn more about how to share their faith. Maybe their example will start a ripple effect in the church that will cause Salem and Belmont Lutheran Churches to explode with members causing us to have to add more worship services and eventually more space. Maybe because of the massive increase in members we will need to add more staff maybe even another pastor. Maybe…hold on a second…I am getting too excited (honestly, my heart is beating a mile a minute now).
<Pause to catch my breath>
Am I setting my hopes too high…maybe. Will I get disappointed…maybe. Will I stop being enthusiastic…HOPEFULLY NEVER! -edh-